life is filled with so many decisions. just one after another. decisions and choices, and choices and decisions.
on one hand, its great that we have the power to decide things for ourselves, and choose what happens in our life, on the other, its a giant pain in the ass worrying if you are making the right one.
i always worry that what i decide isnt the right choice. and many many many times, i know that it is now. of course, this revelation always comes after the deed has been done. for example, choosing to stay out all night, when any smart person would remember that nothing good ever happens after 2am, and would take that cue, and go home. but no, not me. frequently, i feel that my decisions are the right ones. like buying new shoes. some of my decisions, i am still unsure of. like university choice. yes, im excited to be going to Uottawa, but that doesnt stop me from wanting to go to trent, still.
sometimes, i cant decide. i cant decide on what kind of person i want to. or what i want to do tomorrow night, or how i feel about certain people.
but i can be sure that when the time comes for me to finally make these decisions, i will. and ill live with it
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment